⚘ two giant handsome men

[deduety]

[The greenhouse is one of the few spots that Dedue feels comfortable enough in. He's given plenty of space usually by other students and staff, so he has little to be concerned for as he tends to the plants. That being said, he's also quite used to people hovering, whether being wary of him or being curious. Neither really matters as Dedue minds his business and continues to work.

It's not often that Balthus is out of Abyss, though.

For several minutes, he is quiet, disposing of weeds into a basket before he's watering some of the plants. Some are left alone as they don't need as much attention.

Eventually, he finally addresses Balthus.]

What is it?

Comments

[ashenputtel]

Hey...if anybody could change my mind about it, it's you.

[He smiles, and it's far from his usual brash, bold grin. It's fainter, but still just as warm: a sunset, rather than the brilliance of midday.]

What kind of climate do Duscur flowers need? Is it hot there? Dry?

[deduety]

I would not be so selfish with you.

[Slowly, his face eases into a small smile. Everything still aches, his face included, but he is quietly happy.]

Faerghus is cold, and wet. By comparison Duscur, it is usually dry, but also cold. There are many mountains. There were once many forests as well.

Flowers bloom only in spring and summer. It is temperate then.

[ashenputtel]

I wonder, then. I know a place in the eastern mountains, out on the edge of the Alliance. It's probably not much like Duscur. But maybe your flowers would grow there, too.

[He laughs, softly.]

If those flowers are anything like you, I bet they'd be hardy enough to weather it.

[deduety]

It could be worth trying, if nothing else.

...I will do everything I can to live to see the day I can try to grow those flowers.

[ashenputtel]

Believe me when I say they'd welcome you with open arms. The villagers there don't like to leave much, but I know they'd like to see what you could make grow there.

[His fingers graze light against Dedue's cheek, once again.]

Now rest up. It's a long way back to Abyss, and you'll want to get your strength back as soon as you can. It's my cooking you're eating until you're well enough to take over.

[deduety]

Then I suppose I've no choice but to have a swift recovery. For everyone's sakes.

[He turns his head again, but this time to lightly kiss the tips of Balthus' fingers.]

[ashenputtel]

[deduety]

[Recovery in Abyss has taken time, but they do get the help they need. They're careful, just in case Imperial soldiers are indeed looking in the monastery, which means both Dedue and Dimitri have no opportunity to leave anytime soon even if they miraculously recover. Mostly, he feels for Sufficient, who mopes but is otherwise fine so long as her master is near.

Dimitri is more withdrawn. Somber. That is understandable. Dedue wishes he'd gotten to him sooner so he didn't lose an eye, but his prince is alive. He has only given Dedue one order so far: he is not allowed to die for Dimitri.

That's... fair. There is more to live for than to die for, after all. For both of them, he hopes.

Finally, there comes the day that Dedue is able to walk, and he's determined to make a decent meal. Balthus does fine, doing his best, but he knows that the man doesn't exactly enjoy it either.

So he gets to work, even if he has to take the occasional break to not push himself too hard.]

[ashenputtel]

[On its face, maybe some would find it odd, the fact that when the day comes that Dedue is able to get up and keep himself up on his own two feet, Balthus's response is quite simply to...grab his gear and leave Abyss to head out into the wild on a moment's notice. If someone didn't know better, it would seem strange, leaving Dedue alone at such a significant moment. If someone really didn't know better, they might even think it was an abandonment.

But if there's one thing that Balthus knows Dedue probably doesn't want, it's having people hover around him and fuss over him while he slowly and methodically works things out for himself. And he would hover if he were there, so he simply respectfully makes sure not to be. Give Dedue plenty of chance to figure things out on his own terms, at first; there'll be plenty of time for the rest of it later.

Besides. He's got a promise to keep.]

Hey, where's the chef? Special delivery!

[He raps on the kitchen door with the toe of his boot, the sound distinctive from the leather on wood, rather than a gauntlet or fist knocking.]

[deduety]

[The space given to him is something he's actually grateful for. Being fussed over is not something he'd much enjoy; it's usually easier if he's the one fussing over someone else, anyway. Even then, he remains quiet about it, just doing things his own muted away.

When he hears the boot-knock, Dedue can't help but smile wryly to himself. It's more expressive than he's been in quite sometime.

But he does not keep Balthus waiting, and he opens the door.]

Arms full?

[ashenputtel]

Better believe it. Brought you something good, too, I think.

["Good" comes in the form of what appears to be a wild goat, freshly-killed, with its legs trussed front and back for ease of carrying across his broad shoulders, and a big cloth sack dangling from one hand that, somehow, appears to be squirming.]

Had a lucky break out there. Think you can do something with this?

[deduety]

[Well, that's definitely a pleasant surprise. Dedue's brows raise, and he steps back to let Balthus in to drop off the carcass.]

Yes, I can. Lay it down, I can take care of it.

And what of the contents of the bag?

[ashenputtel]

Hah. Well, uh. You might want to shut the door, before I dump out the sack.

[He grins, and waits, and as soon as the room's exits are closed off, he upends the bag and dumps out a little family of unimpressed and understandably annoyed ducklings, who immediately begin plapping around the floor and trying to bite the toes of his boots.]

Something wild got the mother, but I think I managed to round up every one of these little guys. Kinda figured if you're as good at growing ducklings as you are at growing flowers, maybe we'll all have a nice supply of eggs going one of these days.

[deduety]

[The door is shut, and then just like that a bunch of adorable little ducklings are slapping their webbed feet against the stone floor. Dedue is quiet for a moment, then slowly looks up at Balthus.]

...I am terrible with animals, besides my wyvern. I... would be unsuited for this task, Balthus.

[ashenputtel]

This is Abyss, Dedue. Nothing says you gotta do it yourself. We do things by the community around here.

[He shrugs a little, smiling faintly.]

Besides, it'll give you something to think about. You really telling me you wouldn't enjoy seeing these little guys grow up big and strong while you watch over 'em?

[deduety]

I should remember that better.

[Abyss has welcomed him better than anything else in Fodlan so far as a community rather than the individuals. There are of course a handful of people on the surface who he would call friend, but Abyss' people have never spat at him or reviled his presence.

He lightly touches Balthus' arm before leaning in to kiss his lips lightly.]

I suppose you aren't wrong about that. When they grow, the eggs would be useful. ...And it is nice to have additional life down here.

[ashenputtel]

See? Plenty of benefits. Besides, with their mom gone they wouldn't stand much of a chance out there in the wild on their own, anyway.

[But oh, then Dedue's leaning into him for a kiss, and he's leaning right back, and for once they're doing it at a time that they're both upright, which is why when he draws back he's grinning.]

Good to see you back on your feet, by the way.

[deduety]

I should be able to come up with something for them to eat in the meantime. And I still should work on this goat you've gotten.

[It's small, but he does smile to himself as he does get to breaking down the carcass. It'll take gutting and skinning, but he should be able to find a bit of use for nearly everything.]

I am trying to not push myself. It would be counterproductive. Being patient is the quickest way to heal.

[Truthfully, he's more worried about Dimitri, but that's not a surprise to anyone.]

[ashenputtel]

It'll work, right? I mean, it's good enough?

[He makes a slow semicircle around behind Dedue, careful both to move in the narrow space without bumping him and also not stepping on any of the ducklings that naturally threaten to get underfoot, trying to get a good look at the way he works and handles the kill.]

If it were me, I could make it edible, probably, but I know that's a long way from good.

[deduety]

It is more than good enough, Balthus.

[There isn't a ton of room between two large men, but he does shift a bit so that Balthus can get a better look. It's messy work, but he's putting the majority of the entrails into a bucket.]

I know. You did well. I enjoy cooking, and I will look forward to feeding the people of Abyss. I know these sort of tasks are not something you favor.

In addition, I will try to make sure we can use everything off of this. I don't suppose you know anyone down here who does enjoy fishing?

[ashenputtel]

Uhh, well. Yeah, there's some old-timers who like doing it, actually. Gives 'em something to do that isn't too active. They can just sit by the shoreline and fish all day, and it still helps out.

[It's really something, the way that Dedue can manage to do something so messy and raw on its face, and yet make it look so graceful in the process. Kinda fun to watch, even.]

Why, you want some? I can go see if they're up for it.

[deduety]

Many of the entrails can be used for fishing bait. Fish can also be dried and stored, giving us a bit of reserves.

I am in no rush. We can make it last, but if they go out, then I can give them more bait.

[He gets to skinning the goat.]

[ashenputtel]

Damn! You're gonna have us living like kings before long.

[Speaking as a man who knows a thing or two about being a king, due to the fact that he is one. (bicep kiss) ]

Is it okay if I just hang out and watch you? Promise I'm not fussing. You're just really something to watch.

[deduety]

A far cry from it, but Abyss has been good to me. ...You have been good to me.

[It makes it easy to put in the effort to want to help, to look after those that the rest of Fodlan has forgotten.]

Oh? [Dedue arches a brow. The hide can be cleaned off and dealt with later.] I did not expect that. Is this not something you don't typically enjoy?

[ashenputtel]

I don't, but that's because most of the time I'm the one with the knife in my hand. Watching you, on the other hand...

[Quite literally, the other hand. He shrugs.]

What, I need an excuse to want to sit around making eyes at you?